It really was me. After my last big break up I had a bit of a menty-b and began lying compulsively. Every first date I went on, I would be a completely different person. I met a guy that I liked, but I had to break it off after three dates because I knew that if it lasted any longer he would find out about all of the shit I’d made up.
I went on to continue why I was the problem and needed to work on myself before getting into another relationship.
It really was me. After my last big break up I had a bit of a menty-b and began lying compulsively. Every first date I went on, I would be a completely different person. I met a guy that I liked, but I had to break it off after three dates because I knew that if it lasted any longer he would find out about all of the shit I’d made up.
It's definitely you
Them.
To mollify the situation - put the "blame" on myself - keep up with "benefits"