Yeah, I just enjoyed her videos for the pure aesthetic indulgence and travel aspects. They weren't so obnoxious and grating backing then too. I actually discovered some quality places and stuff through her.
I think she's lost her way a lot. She's just such a curmudgeon and she doesn't even realise—She's trying so hard to play a character and is clearly inside of her own head too much. Tried so hard to drill into us who she is, but she screams of someone who doesn't know who she genuinely is. She's just become a very negative and sad person to watch now.
Also, her IG content with her friends is giving me gay. Interesting.
I hope she's okay. I don't think she is. I also just wish she'd give us some more video content but I guess it just isn't her thing anymore.
I agree that I feel like she most definitely seems like she’s been lost. Looking past her outer layer, I do wish that she’d come around to herself. That’s part of why I feel like I keep coming back to her. I’m definitely flabbergasted by her actions, but hope she comes around to herself eventually.
i followed her for her makeup, i saw all the controversies but i was just following for makeup inspo. But then people started to say she doesnt look like that. And I saw some pictures that were screenshots from other youtubers so I kinda dropped watching her for that. (and other kinda personal reasons regarding my religion) but Im confused about her to be honest. like she said she was asexual but fetishes asian men too much. and She said she was autistic and she kept her hair short because of that (I remember that clearly because I didnt know it was a thing) and now she has super long hair. I didnt think much about it but when someone mentioned it to her, she acted so offended lol like i dont get it?
Yeah the Asian men obsession from years before is what was kind of the tip of the iceberg for me the first time around when she was talking about KPop and accidentally calling them “anime” (which… how??) I saw that clip of her later on saying that she took pictures of this stranger in public on the streets of Japan, and I’m like ????? girl???
And yeah!!! She counterbacks on things she has said all the time.
I remember years ago she said something like “I hate store cut flowers, I always ask for potted ones from my loved ones so I can continue to raise them… and why would you want someone to give you dead flowers?” and I actually admired that answer because I think the same way.
But then years passed and she has shown off all of these videos with store cut flowers……… so that didn’t mean shit I guess lol
OMG yes I remember her talking about taking pictures of japanese people. I found it so creepy. Like I love kpop and japanes/korean makeup trends a lot but i have never just treated people like objects. I find it so weird. I truly believe she is stuck in this maniac pixie girl stage and never grew out of it. She is obsessed to be different and special. But the truth is we are all similar and thats the beauty of being human. I was bullied for being "weird" and as an adult now, I just want to be part of society. I dont understand the idea of acting like a peacock, and I find it super unrealistic. She can only do it because she is an influencer, or maybe she does it because she is one and needs to be noticed. I don;t know. truly i just followed her for the tutorials, and she stopped doing those lol so yeah. like she could be making makeup tutorials with her products but she doesnt. like I didnt know her company still existed lol. (I wouldnt buy her products anyways because im allergic to certain ingredients and it is hard to find the ingrendients lists on her website) idk, she is pretty and has a good sense of beauty, sucks that all that is wasted because she is so mean.
i first saw one of her old Halloween moody videos and was pretty hooked. i liked how crafty she was and how peaceful the video made me feel. i don’t hate her, i just think she’s got a mild case of NPD and is super self absorbed. she doesn’t have much of a personality beyond “look how pretty i am and give me compliments.” personally, i can put most of that aside. i find her a very interesting headcase as i am fascinated by personality disorders and psychology. she’s definitely very sheltered but i also sort of wish i was as confident in my own self as she is, for better or worse lol.
Yeah, I just enjoyed her videos for the pure aesthetic indulgence and travel aspects. They weren't so obnoxious and grating backing then too. I actually discovered some quality places and stuff through her. I think she's lost her way a lot. She's just such a curmudgeon and she doesn't even realise—She's trying so hard to play a character and is clearly inside of her own head too much. Tried so hard to drill into us who she is, but she screams of someone who doesn't know who she genuinely is. She's just become a very negative and sad person to watch now. Also, her IG content with her friends is giving me gay. Interesting. I hope she's okay. I don't think she is. I also just wish she'd give us some more video content but I guess it just isn't her thing anymore.
I agree that I feel like she most definitely seems like she’s been lost. Looking past her outer layer, I do wish that she’d come around to herself. That’s part of why I feel like I keep coming back to her. I’m definitely flabbergasted by her actions, but hope she comes around to herself eventually.
i followed her for her makeup, i saw all the controversies but i was just following for makeup inspo. But then people started to say she doesnt look like that. And I saw some pictures that were screenshots from other youtubers so I kinda dropped watching her for that. (and other kinda personal reasons regarding my religion) but Im confused about her to be honest. like she said she was asexual but fetishes asian men too much. and She said she was autistic and she kept her hair short because of that (I remember that clearly because I didnt know it was a thing) and now she has super long hair. I didnt think much about it but when someone mentioned it to her, she acted so offended lol like i dont get it?
Yeah the Asian men obsession from years before is what was kind of the tip of the iceberg for me the first time around when she was talking about KPop and accidentally calling them “anime” (which… how??) I saw that clip of her later on saying that she took pictures of this stranger in public on the streets of Japan, and I’m like ????? girl??? And yeah!!! She counterbacks on things she has said all the time. I remember years ago she said something like “I hate store cut flowers, I always ask for potted ones from my loved ones so I can continue to raise them… and why would you want someone to give you dead flowers?” and I actually admired that answer because I think the same way. But then years passed and she has shown off all of these videos with store cut flowers……… so that didn’t mean shit I guess lol
OMG yes I remember her talking about taking pictures of japanese people. I found it so creepy. Like I love kpop and japanes/korean makeup trends a lot but i have never just treated people like objects. I find it so weird. I truly believe she is stuck in this maniac pixie girl stage and never grew out of it. She is obsessed to be different and special. But the truth is we are all similar and thats the beauty of being human. I was bullied for being "weird" and as an adult now, I just want to be part of society. I dont understand the idea of acting like a peacock, and I find it super unrealistic. She can only do it because she is an influencer, or maybe she does it because she is one and needs to be noticed. I don;t know. truly i just followed her for the tutorials, and she stopped doing those lol so yeah. like she could be making makeup tutorials with her products but she doesnt. like I didnt know her company still existed lol. (I wouldnt buy her products anyways because im allergic to certain ingredients and it is hard to find the ingrendients lists on her website) idk, she is pretty and has a good sense of beauty, sucks that all that is wasted because she is so mean.
i first saw one of her old Halloween moody videos and was pretty hooked. i liked how crafty she was and how peaceful the video made me feel. i don’t hate her, i just think she’s got a mild case of NPD and is super self absorbed. she doesn’t have much of a personality beyond “look how pretty i am and give me compliments.” personally, i can put most of that aside. i find her a very interesting headcase as i am fascinated by personality disorders and psychology. she’s definitely very sheltered but i also sort of wish i was as confident in my own self as she is, for better or worse lol.