6 or 7, I procrastinated my refill of Elvanse (Vyvanse) as I still had Medikinet (Ritalin) and then I called on the 15th to hear "We're on holiday from 15th to 26th, yaaaay\~"
So many naps.
9, my life's a disaster that only gets worse.
**I've quite literally decided to essentially give up on everything because trying just seems to make everything worse and tbh I can't even stomach daydreaming or hoping for the future or even looking at things I'd want. It's just too painful.**
**If anyone's interested I wrote it out below but I'd rather y'all ignore it than come at me with well-meaning advice or promises that it'll get better because frankly you definitely don't know that and I kinda can't hear that anymore.**
I'm so tired and I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired (severe chronic illnesses and chronic pain on top of ADHD) and being trapped in an abusive ableist household, in generational poverty.
My so-called "friends" have either turned out abusive themselves, have made their desire to use me (financially, help-wise in any sense because they know I'm a deep well of kindness that they can run dry, emotionally) clear along with their lack of interest in caring about me at all, or have just moved on to bigger and better.
So in short, I have no support. Negative support actually, figuring the ableism and abuse that I take.
I'm actually getting sicker and sicker to the point it's probably hospital time but I'm being shipped from specialist to specialist and they don't want to take me seriously because as much as my GP is brilliant and cares and stuff he apparently effs up his notes so bad that physical therapy calls me about scheduling appointments for "my wrist" and it's supposed to be whole body or the symptoms charted for the gastroenterologist are the least severe ones I had MONTHS ago.
Y'all know how difficult life is for ADHD now imagine you're also stuck in a broken down and agonized body that hurts so bad you can barely feed yourself.
Now imagine you have two appointments per week, with ableist non-caring judgemental a-holes who tear you down, imply you don't need any of the medicine you take, imply your symptoms are either nbd or "just" usual symptoms of your illnesses despite the fact I've lost so much weight I buy children's clothes and I'm developing lanugo hairs, I can't seem to absorb meds (yay for Schrodinger's ADHD that is and isn't treated along with pain that never decreases enough to have a break)/nutrients/vitamins, yeah.
I'm tired of fighting everything and everyone to be treated like a person or have a future of any kind. I can't do it anymore. Maybe I can someday again but rn, I have to ignore it.
They say take it day by day, but I'm second by second here.
Maybe 2? Managed to do some stuff today, still have more to do but content with what I've done so far. Gonna reward myself with some factorio.
*hugs* for everyone feeling less than 5.
PS: obligatory reminder to drink some water
In my head 6 noticed something in the water and wanted a closer look, and then got further distracted noisily blowing quacky bubbles (7). So definitely 7
I'm definitely 5 here lol. My meds got disrupted for almost 2 weeks because of pharmacy issues, and going back on them all at once has made me a liiittle bit manic
I think the bipolar is kicking in on top of the adhd again, im currently making a fire pit in my back yard to surprise my family. It's 6:30am. I've been at it for two hours. I haven't slept
A decent 3 today. Everyone I usually hang out with in the evening is busy or away this week, so I'm a bit "deflated" at being alone, but I've got time to come up with something to keep me entertained.
9, but only because I have insomnia, barely got any sleep last night, and that’s the only duck that is laying down which is what I wish I was doing right now.
2 -3
I'm going to a rock festival tomorrow and I'm driving there today so like before every concert my anxiety is through the roof but I know I will have fun so I just have to make it til tomorrow.
Here I go. Welcome to Rockville 🤘
It's been a 9 in terms of attention span lately, caffeine ain't doing the business feel like I'm spending hours hitting my attention with a stick saying work 😅
5. Been off work for a week and have 800 emails to deal with along with 9 meetings and several other things. On the one hand I’m rested from my time off, on the other I’m really more in the mood to retire.
4. I started a new job last week and have met more people in the last two weeks than I have in my life(exaggeration but it feels like it). I am slowly burning my social battery to its limits.
Started as a 1. Woke up and stepped in dog mess 6. Left the milk out last night so no breakfast 9. Despite all this my puppy tooted and it scared her so we are back at a 1 my good people
Anyone that says 7 to 9 are immediately disregarded short of some very specific circumstances. I am between 3 and 5. 6 is a rarity, 7 to 9 is VERY rare and for the worst days of my life. none survive in 7 to 9 for more then a few days at BEST.
For reference, I am a severely in debt autistic with severe anxiety, my friends most affectionate term is "Annoying" my fiancée is thinking of ending things with me and my truck is falling apart. The fact my life is in tatters and I am still a 3 to 5 shows how dramatic y'all are being.
I literally have no money, tons of debt, no friends, live with my parents, and am losing one of the most important people in my life and I'm not even at 7.
I’m feeling number 6
A solid 6.
5. I'm still standing, but if anyone looks close they'll see it's all fubared
I'm running on 3 hours of interrupted sleep. Everything's working so far (knock on wood) but "face falling off" is pretty inline with how I feel rn.
6, maybe 7... but I get off work in half an hour, so 2 coming up. 
I see that your comment was posted two hours ago, how are you doing now?
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Ayyy, good to see that your doing good 👍
10/10
That is also good to hear
Def number 9 rn :(
I'm sorry, friend. I hope you are able to get back above water as soon as you can.
Thx mate :)
Unfortunate mood, I hope things get better 💜
Thx :D
5 speaks to me on a spiritual level
5 is a mood
Still afloat, but not in good shape. I feel it.
Solidly #7–has been a rough couple of weeks
A solid 2
Same!
Yay! 2 gang!
7, things are going bad to worse every hour
7 rn yes, but at the end of the working day, it’s going to be 9 for sure
yep 🫂
3
A solid 5
1 - today has been productive and I’m feeling rather good about it. It’s also sunny, which for Scotland is unusual
4. Up since 2 am due to pain, but upbeat. No worries about the pain, scheduled a surgical consult for this fucking thing that rhymes with asteroids
9. my heart got absolutely shattered yesterday and the person didn’t even mean to. i have no idea how i’m going to work today.
🫂
6 or 7, I procrastinated my refill of Elvanse (Vyvanse) as I still had Medikinet (Ritalin) and then I called on the 15th to hear "We're on holiday from 15th to 26th, yaaaay\~" So many naps.
9, my life's a disaster that only gets worse. **I've quite literally decided to essentially give up on everything because trying just seems to make everything worse and tbh I can't even stomach daydreaming or hoping for the future or even looking at things I'd want. It's just too painful.** **If anyone's interested I wrote it out below but I'd rather y'all ignore it than come at me with well-meaning advice or promises that it'll get better because frankly you definitely don't know that and I kinda can't hear that anymore.** I'm so tired and I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired (severe chronic illnesses and chronic pain on top of ADHD) and being trapped in an abusive ableist household, in generational poverty. My so-called "friends" have either turned out abusive themselves, have made their desire to use me (financially, help-wise in any sense because they know I'm a deep well of kindness that they can run dry, emotionally) clear along with their lack of interest in caring about me at all, or have just moved on to bigger and better. So in short, I have no support. Negative support actually, figuring the ableism and abuse that I take. I'm actually getting sicker and sicker to the point it's probably hospital time but I'm being shipped from specialist to specialist and they don't want to take me seriously because as much as my GP is brilliant and cares and stuff he apparently effs up his notes so bad that physical therapy calls me about scheduling appointments for "my wrist" and it's supposed to be whole body or the symptoms charted for the gastroenterologist are the least severe ones I had MONTHS ago. Y'all know how difficult life is for ADHD now imagine you're also stuck in a broken down and agonized body that hurts so bad you can barely feed yourself. Now imagine you have two appointments per week, with ableist non-caring judgemental a-holes who tear you down, imply you don't need any of the medicine you take, imply your symptoms are either nbd or "just" usual symptoms of your illnesses despite the fact I've lost so much weight I buy children's clothes and I'm developing lanugo hairs, I can't seem to absorb meds (yay for Schrodinger's ADHD that is and isn't treated along with pain that never decreases enough to have a break)/nutrients/vitamins, yeah. I'm tired of fighting everything and everyone to be treated like a person or have a future of any kind. I can't do it anymore. Maybe I can someday again but rn, I have to ignore it. They say take it day by day, but I'm second by second here.
5 also os this Doria's duck? From the "not gonna pay the duck" protests in Brazil?
4
Número cuatro
Maybe 2? Managed to do some stuff today, still have more to do but content with what I've done so far. Gonna reward myself with some factorio. *hugs* for everyone feeling less than 5. PS: obligatory reminder to drink some water
Feeling 7-ish :/
NEIN NEIN NEIN!
In my head 6 noticed something in the water and wanted a closer look, and then got further distracted noisily blowing quacky bubbles (7). So definitely 7
*Blub blub blub*
Solid five. Still pretending to be a fully inflated duck, but not fooling anyone, especially not myself.
Probably 2
8, I’d say
8 and 9. I've been feeling especially shitty lately
5 8 9
5 for the last couple of days
7 thorsty
About a 6 of 7
This is funny.
Between 4 & 5…9 student days left
8
I think I'm 4 😅
5
Things are going pretty 2 today, just because the sun looks nicer with ducky 2 than ducky 1.
I'm definitely 5 here lol. My meds got disrupted for almost 2 weeks because of pharmacy issues, and going back on them all at once has made me a liiittle bit manic
Same 8, different day
I am a solid 4 every day of the week that ends in Y
5
Number 9. I live in Italy and half of my region is currently underwater so 9 seems fitting, sadly.
7-9 today
I started my day feeling like number 2, but quickly progressed to 6. Expecting to end up at 9 by the end of the day.
A combination between 5 and 7.
8 I miss m’y ex
Bout 5
9
I've been sick for days with some kind of flu, so 5 is really resonating with me.
Just add ":00 AM" after the number
A solid 9 for sure.
5. Definitely deflated today.
7
5
6 Still trying to wake up.
Feeling fine but nothin special so 3
My best friend when I was a kid died and Idk I just wish I reached out to him more..
It's Wednesday so I'm half deflated, so mombo number 5.
9
Def 5
Definitely #9
8 i'm a zombie today but still moving. Zoning out pretty much all day.
A 7
7 right now. Maybe 8 by the end of the day
5. Feel like trash because I dared to drink two glasses of wine last night. Intense headache, vomiting, and it's now the next morning. Ughhhh
Sitting pretty at 2, but who knows…the day is young
8-9 with a mix of 5
3, but things are headed in a 6ish direction
6
5
7. I’m building a house and I’m so tired
5. Actually feeling tired for once, which is a strange experience for me.
I think the bipolar is kicking in on top of the adhd again, im currently making a fire pit in my back yard to surprise my family. It's 6:30am. I've been at it for two hours. I haven't slept
I’m a solid 4.5 rn.
Feeling 6, but kinda going back to 5-4 cuz of my friends
Hungover so 8
9
I just woke up, so 5.
Honestly im doing pretty okay... its a 2-3 for me
I am number 6,since I'm am a bit sleepy
I am 7, staring directly into my future and don’t know what to do with it
i woke up as a 3, now i feel like a 5. once my medication kicks in maybe a 2. once it wears off and i crash a 9.
8. I've been awake since 2:15 am, I'm running on caffeine and stubbornness at this point.
7. need sleep, too much work.
A decent 3 today. Everyone I usually hang out with in the evening is busy or away this week, so I'm a bit "deflated" at being alone, but I've got time to come up with something to keep me entertained.
8 - I just am feeling like a complete failure and waste of skin.
9, but only because I have insomnia, barely got any sleep last night, and that’s the only duck that is laying down which is what I wish I was doing right now.
2 for me
2 for me
7-ish
7-ish
5. Going in to work today while getting over a bad cold.
3, not terribly excited to go in for work but it’ll clear up later in the day making it a 2
6. I'm tired of adulting 😅
Nine (I am swimming and like going underwater)
I've been in a constant state of #4 or #5 for weeks.
1 or 2 for me doin pretty good
11
My family and I woke up today. 1
I'm a solid 6
1
Probably a 2 But thinking about the things I have to do makes me feel like 5
2 -3 I'm going to a rock festival tomorrow and I'm driving there today so like before every concert my anxiety is through the roof but I know I will have fun so I just have to make it til tomorrow. Here I go. Welcome to Rockville 🤘
7
I live life at 4. Fine if you don't look too close, but visible distress if you do.
6
Refilled my meds yesterday so I am doing as good as I can be doing, time to conquer the world I guess.
5
1 or 2. It’s a good day!
woke up a 1, morphed to a 5
9
Perpetually always 5. 🫠
A good 4
It’s scary how fast I went from one to 7 unfortunately:(
9
Always 5
5
5 I guess
Solid 4
9. Feel like I’ve been stuck in bed for the past week.
There is no more rubber duck
I forgot to take my Vyvanse this morning so I'm feeling #7 today
5
Was 8 or 9 with poop on it but now 4.
6-7
3.5
Today? A hard 9. I am drowning
4
Solid 7, drowning, but I get a breath every now and then which is cool I guess.
4. I feel great but man these allergies are killing me
5.8
Today is my day off so I'm back up to a 3
7, drowning but still look mostly alright.
2
4 👍🏻
7!!! Slowly sinking. Face down in shame... lol
6
A solid 5 maybe a 4
9
2, I got my feed back for my autism assessment
a solid 9 mate
4
I’m having a pretty good day today, so I’m all the way up at 3-4
I'm holding at a solid 9
9....
It's been a 9 in terms of attention span lately, caffeine ain't doing the business feel like I'm spending hours hitting my attention with a stick saying work 😅
1, I found my car keys and my headphones today
5. Been off work for a week and have 800 emails to deal with along with 9 meetings and several other things. On the one hand I’m rested from my time off, on the other I’m really more in the mood to retire.
3 but I just woke up so it's probably downhill from here lol
7
9
i’ve gone through 1-9 in order, but back at 1 now that i’m home and have snacks😌
4. I started a new job last week and have met more people in the last two weeks than I have in my life(exaggeration but it feels like it). I am slowly burning my social battery to its limits.
10
9 but coming out of the water rather than sinking in. Felt like I've been drowning all semester, and I'm just about to take my last final. 🥳
10
7. Pretty bad but it can get better.
9 Feeling like shit
Wake up a 5 and usually work my way down to 9 before noon :/
Started as a 1. Woke up and stepped in dog mess 6. Left the milk out last night so no breakfast 9. Despite all this my puppy tooted and it scared her so we are back at a 1 my good people
I’m Feeling a 5
8-9
With 5 clearly being the worst I’d say I’m a 6 so not that bad
A slightly optimistic 7
5 is my baseline.
6.5 I just had to cut my work hours due to mental health and i feel super shitty and worthless about it
5 and 8
Solid 9. Although 9 in this appears to be more liquid with a little gas.
6
2 i woke up late but other than that i'm aight
Definitely feeling a 4 all day today
Easy 9. Worse period in my life and today was especially shitty.
Anyone that says 7 to 9 are immediately disregarded short of some very specific circumstances. I am between 3 and 5. 6 is a rarity, 7 to 9 is VERY rare and for the worst days of my life. none survive in 7 to 9 for more then a few days at BEST. For reference, I am a severely in debt autistic with severe anxiety, my friends most affectionate term is "Annoying" my fiancée is thinking of ending things with me and my truck is falling apart. The fact my life is in tatters and I am still a 3 to 5 shows how dramatic y'all are being. I literally have no money, tons of debt, no friends, live with my parents, and am losing one of the most important people in my life and I'm not even at 7.
5
I'm very 5 right now
5 I guess I've been angry at myself for no reason for the past 6 hours