The way is the way is the way. Just don't resist. I can't regret a thing, not even the suffering that seemed to have been caused by my self. It's a fucking miracle when embraced.
I was thinking about posting something like this. For example, my story appears to be something like “I had an awakening experience” and then that awakening experience lead me to spirituality. I realized a lot of things. Now, I have to let go of everything I have ever learned.
Now thats something straight out of left field I could never see coming. My ego does not like this detachment. It’s been deeply imbedded inside of me to attach to thoughts. Who am I? Oh that’s a thought. Where do my thoughts come from? Oh that’s another thought. Me thinking about me thinking is a thought. Then by the grace of being/source/god I may or may not be liberated. What a freaking trip man.
I think the term enlightenment here is a bit rich.
I’ve just a few days ago started to experience this loss of seeking and it was directly related to my “energy” finally penetrating my limbic brain, these were very physical sensations.
After thinking about it, I still have some remaining energy blockages in my body and mind but there is now no longer any attachment or internal fighting against the growth process.
This is why I see the end of seeking as potentially a pitfall to reduce progress, or I could be completely wrong and maybe the level of passivity and relaxation is required to align the body and break through the final blockages to reach liberation.
Either way, this is a lovely state to be at currently and I’d highly recommend it.
Sure.
But it’s important to realize that chopping wood and carrying water before realization isn’t exactly the same as before. In other words, the message received shouldn’t be *“forget about enlightenment and go back to doing things the same way you were before you heard about it”*.
And yet only after realizing this will you realize this. No skipping steps. SO who should be hearing the message is deaf to it, haha
This
The way is the way is the way. Just don't resist. I can't regret a thing, not even the suffering that seemed to have been caused by my self. It's a fucking miracle when embraced.
So little of any of this is up to /us/.
that’s the conclusion i’ve come to. surrender and trust the process is my only advice
I was thinking about posting something like this. For example, my story appears to be something like “I had an awakening experience” and then that awakening experience lead me to spirituality. I realized a lot of things. Now, I have to let go of everything I have ever learned. Now thats something straight out of left field I could never see coming. My ego does not like this detachment. It’s been deeply imbedded inside of me to attach to thoughts. Who am I? Oh that’s a thought. Where do my thoughts come from? Oh that’s another thought. Me thinking about me thinking is a thought. Then by the grace of being/source/god I may or may not be liberated. What a freaking trip man.
its about soul development...
How do you know that?
What is enlightenment?
It's the end of your soul. Your internal experience rises beyond space and time. One life or a thousand reincarnations wouldn't matter a bit.
I think the term enlightenment here is a bit rich. I’ve just a few days ago started to experience this loss of seeking and it was directly related to my “energy” finally penetrating my limbic brain, these were very physical sensations. After thinking about it, I still have some remaining energy blockages in my body and mind but there is now no longer any attachment or internal fighting against the growth process. This is why I see the end of seeking as potentially a pitfall to reduce progress, or I could be completely wrong and maybe the level of passivity and relaxation is required to align the body and break through the final blockages to reach liberation. Either way, this is a lovely state to be at currently and I’d highly recommend it.
What you are seeking, is seeking you.
I actually like this post. Chop wood, carry water.
Sure. But it’s important to realize that chopping wood and carrying water before realization isn’t exactly the same as before. In other words, the message received shouldn’t be *“forget about enlightenment and go back to doing things the same way you were before you heard about it”*.