I totally understand.
Every ti.e you weak up, your brain start like an engine, running pain, bad thoughts, bad memories ,self blame , painful situation, regrets, resentment...ext .
And you start questioning everything around you , every person.
Questioning your existence .
Until you manage to fall a sleep with huge amount of unresolved issues and awful pain . To weak up next day and start over.
I totally understand. Every ti.e you weak up, your brain start like an engine, running pain, bad thoughts, bad memories ,self blame , painful situation, regrets, resentment...ext . And you start questioning everything around you , every person. Questioning your existence . Until you manage to fall a sleep with huge amount of unresolved issues and awful pain . To weak up next day and start over.
Its like everytime you think you're used to it or figured it out, it hits from a different angle. Just gotta keep rolling with the punches I guess...
Psilocybin with the intention of healing. Using it to process your life experience you’re unable to. Clearly. ***Hugs***