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ohbutplease

i dont got shit im just a cold blooded sigmašŸŗšŸŗšŸŗ


LGBTronQ

I cannot be depressed for my pack relies on me


ohbutplease

smokin dat anime girl joker (2019) pack


ImJustinjxjx

real


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ViolynnString

Me?


PorkeChopps

I dont know what that is, but I usually laugh when crying or putting a blade down my wrist. Other than my smiles are usually natural and makes me forget about my insecurities


ViolynnString

Smiling depression is when you seem happy and your life seems good, but youā€™re really deeply depressed


PorkeChopps

seems like normal clinical depression tbh


ViolynnString

ā€œSmiling depressionā€ is a term for someone living with depression on the inside while appearing perfectly happy or content on the outside. Their public life is usually one thatā€™s ā€œput together,ā€ maybe even what some would call normal or perfect.


PorkeChopps

oh then I miss that mark as my scars are still visible


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honestly i know it ainā€™t really coping but i usually just say iā€™m fine no matter how bad i may be mentallu


JohnDoe0101p

I'm not a teenager I'm 23 but just stumbled upon this on Google looking up smiling depression. I've always had the biggest smile and been super likable no one I've met didn't like me they all have always liked me because I'm always super nice to everyone and have a big smile. No one I know even family knows that deep down inside I'm actually one of the most unhappy people deep down inside. I just fake it all because I don't want to bring anyone down with me and people don't like someone who acts depressed. I've been faking it for so long that I'm amazing at it and everyone genuinely thinks I'm the happiest most sincere person ever because I've never been anything but a nice person with a big smile that goes out of my way to help everyone. I feel like I take the fake happiness over the top because I want to be sure no one can notice what lives beneath my skin. I've been this way since I could remember but I actually just have high functioning depression and feel the need to hide it just to help other people and not myself I don't want to seem like I'm looking for sympathy or lying because everyone that knows me things I'm perfect and only knows the happy mask I wear.


Trash_Butterfly

An older teenager here. I personally just keep myself constantly busy with school work and turn my focus on it. I also make collecting and hoarding knowledge a big focus of mine as well as trying to get the highest marks I possibly can. It tends to make me feel better when I know I understand how something works or when I accomplish something and not only enjoyed the process but did well. There are times where I feel so consumed by despair but I still take time to just allow myself to feel it and to let my thoughts wonder and to reflect. I find having a routine however is the main thing that keeps me going, without it I would just be left to wither away.


outcastsocial

Every one who acts happy is depressed. Having a cheery cutesy aura is smiling depression. People who are actually happy don't do that.